This is a bit of a somber note, but as father's day approaches, I find myself thinking about what I'm leaving behind. And really, it's not a lot. It's just a bunch of drawings to the average person. To anyone remotely interested whether they say something or not, it's a bunch of drawings that come together to form a plot of some kind. To me, they're not as grand as a legacy frankly, but instead just something I can't help but want to see through. And I'll flat out say it, this stuff ain't commercial grade lol. I want them to, but they're not. Probably never will. But that's okay, because every time I think of why I draw to begin with is the same reason anyone does fanart, music, audio, comics, illustrations, background, art in general. This is going to sound corny, but I want to outdo myself with every project I can because...it's what I just wanna do. It's what gives worth to me. And I don't see myself going anywhere in the long run, it's just the act of running that drives me. Thinking about it now, I had paragraphs more to openly blab about, but really that's what it boils down to. I'm not trying to be the best, I just enjoy seeing myself do newer and bigger things. And as things stand right now, I'd put myself about around the area of the average long term artist. It looks weird, but it's built on a principle, and that's not a bad start. Even though I have to start at 38 lol. I'm so old for someone pumping out mediocre art lol that's my initial thoughts xD to me though, I'm doing OK. And to anyone else doing art at any point in their lives regardless what it is, that's awesome to me.

If I had a good note to end on, I'd say this: if you wanna do it, just go for it. The worst that can happen is nothing, other than you did a thing. But that's better than letting a good idea go to waste to me.